Be Careful

I often pray that whatever God wants to happen will happen with things in my life. Be careful with this though because whatever you think is best is not always what God sees as best. God's way is always the right way considering He knows everything and is also perfect and Holy. Just be careful....I asked God that what he wanted to be done to be done with a certain situation recently and well, it wasn't what I had in mind. God has a good reason for this I'm sure but I just don't see it right now. Gotta keep strong and brush myself off and try something else...patience is key

Waking Up Number 1...Maybe, It's just wishful thinking.

These walls say it's 4am in this room where I'm confined to spend the night alone without you. I can't eat and I can't sleep all i can do is just think about you, and what you do. I scream so loud in my mind for you. You can't hear it but it's bloody loud, for you. I'm like a television on mute seeing my pain in expression but hearing nothing to back it up. Maybe I'm not as close as i thought, or maybe you're just too far away.