well,

i'm pretty sure no one reads this, but i still post because this gives me an out to say what i want about how i feel in hopes that it might catch the interest of some and possibly help others. well, first off yesterday was the absolute day from hell, just crazy and made me madder than i have been in quite sometime. but so far today is tons better, i really feel like i am gonna write something tonight, i just feel like i am, hopefully i will make that a reality sometime tonight.

speaking of reality, i wished some people i know would take a reality check and realize they are wasting their lives. i mean i can tell them what i see and they would proally get mad at me for telling them how to live their life. but o well, if you want to waste your life go right ahead, but just remember there is a huge difference between dreams and reality, and faltering and stability. and eventually you will fall flat on your face and life is gonna kick you hard while you're down.